Walking In The Dark

God is light! However, as we walk through life, even as Christians, it can feel like walking in the dark. At times you can only see God's plan as far as the next footstep. We can make plans, but they don't work out. We can do what we've always done, but it doesn't go the same way. We can fast and pray, but nothing seems to move or light up. You just keep walking on the path that you can see, hoping that it becomes much clearer.

When it seems like nothing is making sense. Nothing is going the way it should. Nothing is going to plan. Just remember that God promised in Matthew 28:20 that He is with us always until the end of the world. When I don't feel You? Always. When I can't see Your plan? Always. When I can't hear Your voice? Always. When I am walking in the dark? Always. Always means always.

I pray that in the seasons when we can only see the next step, we can trust that God has ordered the steps we take in the dark.

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